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[Nov. 8th, 2005|12:56 am] |
im sad... i just want to be wanted.....
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voting today too.... i should do that. |
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| My first photoshoot ! |
[Nov. 5th, 2005|08:05 am] |
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and is photoshoot one word or two???? gah! anyways, it was a really fun experiance... i will definatly do it again... my teacher angela was, as usual, was sooooo helpful! im anxious to get back the REAL photos from actual photographers.... but until i do.... i wanted to post a few pictures i took of it before.....! Thank you ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) mami999 for being so patient and willing to do this for me/with meeee!!!!
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| hot hot heat |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|04:05 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | muse | ] |
its fucking hot outside. its been hot for too many days now. im ready for some pea coat weather ya hear?!
Anywayyyyyyys.....
i saw rufus wainwright and ben folds play last week... ben lee was there too but we got there late and missed him. boo =( it was an awesome show. i had the best time with brett. afterwards we went to hite! and proceeded to get drunk(er). i don't know if he was just saying this cos he was a little tipsy but he asked me to come to portland with him to meet his parents for christmas. i've been with brett 3 years and i haven't met his parents. so i really would like for this to happen... but we'll see... dave might not even give me the time off of work. boo
let's see.... well this week has probably been the best week i've ever had at school.... at least as far as my confidence goes. first winning that little contest... then i got "faced" at school by angela my favorite learning leader (don't ask what faced is, just know its really nice) and then Cassandra and Angela said how fabulous one of my blowdry's were! Oh.... and i went to my first student coucil meeting at school.... and i've decided to actually make an effort and be more involved in my school. yes sir.
hmmmmmm this is long. i'll go now. byebye peoples. :::waves::: |
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| im tired |
[Aug. 18th, 2005|12:34 am] |
Mark Kozelek
You scored 74 muso-ness! |
You are the lead-singer and songwriter behind Red House Painters and Sun Kil Moon.
You like your music on the emotion-laden side.
You need slow music at night to help you sleep (like RHP) and something a bit rockin' (maybe Kings of Leon) to get you going in the morning.
You like getting up at 1pm in the day, because you've generally been at a gig the night before.
Lyrics mean a lot to you... but not everything.
If you're a straight/bi girl you'd actually consider kissing Thom Yorke. If you're a straight/bi guy, you'd like to sleep with PJ Harvey... 'because she's sexy' - you'd say.
Two more shambolic relationships and you could become Steve Albini... take it easy.
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My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 80% on muso-ness |
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| i love school |
[Jul. 19th, 2005|11:35 pm] |
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going to school sometimes just makes me feel so fucking good. it makes me forget all the shit i feel like im going through sometimes. yay for kelly and ron. |
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| i wish i knew |
[Jul. 17th, 2005|11:22 pm] |
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i wish i knew what the fuck was going through brett's mind today. i feel like he's pissed off at me for going to the comic con with michael. maybe because he thinks michael and i will get down and do the nasty together? that wouldn't ever happen. but whatever it is i wouldn't be able to know because he's almost completely ignoring me except for a couple half ass bullshit text messages today. I feel like i've stepped back into the first couple months of dating brett. being ignored when suits his moods best because he doesn't feel like dealing with it. all im saying is... if you're so pissed off at me you can't stand it at least tell me why, and maybe we could sort things out a bit.
it sucks when the person you love most in life shuts you out. ugh i wanna shove my head in a toilet and flush. |
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| SOMETIMES........i just don't know |
[Jul. 3rd, 2005|01:56 am] |
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| | the veils | ] |
there are times when everything feels so uncertain.
i hate not having a job.
i hate not being able to just hang out with my friends.
i totally am sad that some old friends seem to want nothing to do with me. no matter how much effort i put forth into trying to reconnect with them i've obviously done something to upset them.
first journal entry in awhile. and i am just feeling pretty sad and useless.
my dad told me im fat. a teacher at school said it would take a pound of make up to make me look pretty. and im my own worst enemy taking everything that they say to heart. |
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| seems like i can finally rest my head on something real |
[Mar. 22nd, 2005|02:35 am] |
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| | ASHLEE SIMPSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | ] |
made it through the day... god, i got 2 phonecalls from my new archnemisis.
wanna get together tonight? UM......... HELLO NO! second phone call. i think i owe you a huge appology....... WELL YEAH........ anyways didn't answer or return either phone call.... morgan is proud of herself.
proud being used loosely.
went out with leslie tonight for her birthday. stopped by patricks but too much fucking drama going on there.
anyways good news of the day:
-dad paid off my car registration
-I GOT THE ASHLEE SIMPLSON CD from bmg music! WAAAAAAAAHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! sorry she gives me a total dyke boner. no joke. |
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| oh my |
[Mar. 21st, 2005|03:38 am] |
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saturday night rocked, how did sunday turn out to be such a fucked up day?
i dont care. well i do but i shouldn't.
i want things that i can have. i just need to know how to achieve them.
ran into patrick saturday. i miss him. i always miss him................. thats bad huh?
michael is wonderful. totally there in a time of much need.
can't think too much.... i just want to fall asleep and ignore certain people for LIFE!
if you love me. please let me know. |
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| i dunno how i did it |
[Mar. 13th, 2005|02:57 am] |
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| | the bravery | ] |
BUT I DID IT! a picture finally shows up. i've decided its just that my mac is F-O-O-K-E-D! ah well.
work tonight was fun. i worked with oliver and mr mikal. went out and had a drink after with them. i wish i got to actually hang out with them and not be in a rush for last call. ANYWAYS! since i haven't posted pictures that anyone can see on here in forever... i thought i'd be a little narcissistic and post a few of myself yay!
ME!
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| MEMEME |
[Mar. 13th, 2005|02:46 am] |
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| help i need somebody! help..... not just anyyyybody |
[Feb. 5th, 2005|03:36 am] |
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| | longpigs | ] |
i got 2 pairs of shoes tonight for 10 dollah!!!!!!!! i rawk! i wanted to take pictures of them and post them.... but i dont remember how to do that anymore! someone help me!
i went out after a horribly long day at work tonite with mikel. we ran into sabrina and her boyfriend who i hadn't met yet. it was cool. i thought about calling doug but i dont know when its too late to call him.....!!!
tomorrow night is bang... im going for the first time in years. lets hope this shit is fun! im sure it will be. i talked to abeba today. awwww i miss little aj. this is a dorky post. as they all are. we like them this way. its true. |
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| good news for people who love bad news |
[Jan. 30th, 2005|01:52 am] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
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| | modest mouse | ] |
I can't decide what sucks more....
being lonely and having no one to hang out with...
or having tons of people to hang out with but not being able to go because your stupid id and check card are lost
ANYWHO...
Lots going on... I've been having a really good time... almost too good... so thats bad!!!!!!!
i never seem to know what to write here anymore. i always have so much to say when im in long beach but no internet to write it on. ah well... thus is life. doooode im like sunshine |
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| ohhhhh the holidays |
[Dec. 23rd, 2004|10:26 pm] |
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happy holidays muthafuckaaaaas.
took the week of school.
broke its a joke.
moving starbucks' on the 10th of january. woo hoo!
jojo bear is in town. fuck she's amazing.
im sick. cough cough. see thats me coughing. |
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| i keep on talkin trash but i nevah say anything! |
[Nov. 14th, 2004|09:57 pm] |
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| | rilo kiley | ] |
all in all i think i had a good weekend. i definatly kept myself busy. friday i hung out with ron which was a lot of fun... we even met one of my neighbors!!! thats the first one i've met since i've been there for like uh 2 months? haha im sooooo social :P
then saturday after a long ass day at work i dyed tim's hair black.... damn i fucking rock at dying hair. i should just do that. i fixed whatever the girl he likes did to his hair. she attempted to dye it black but it turned out blue/gray/black.... now its shoe polish black *ahhhh* gotta love it... then brett and i attempted to go see the incredibles but i fell asleep and we went home. i felt so bad cos i know he had really wanted to see it.
then today was another day at work.... then hung out with deb and diane and i'm planning our holiday party. yeeeeuh.
alright... thats all for now.
rock on |
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